I'm so upset. I was reframing a precious picture and it fell on the floor, Acrhie lunged for it and I tried to grab his collar to stop him but he turned and grabbed my finger. It is cut quite badly. I am supposed to be giving a concert on Sunday which now looks in jeopardy. I know he gets aggressive when he has something he shouldn't and I know I shouldn't have grabbed him but I just feel like I live on eggshells quite a lot of the time and I have to let things get destroyed just so we both remain calm and he eventually gives the item up. I have everything precious locked away and my house is just empty. It feels like all the bits and bobs that make it mine are just hidden away. It's sort of stripped of my identity.
Last time I injured my hand when he jumped up at me, my Mum went nuts and said that I have got to rehome him so I just know what kind of argument we are going to have when I tell her.
I seem to go one step forward, two steps back with him and I just don't know how much longer I can cope but the thought of giving up on him is just too dreadful to think about. Is this forever or will this behaviour eventually stop?
Sorry to whine on. Just having a rubbish day and this is kind of the last straw.