Have just caught up with this thread, and I am so sorry for the pain you are going through, having lost your little girl so young. As so many have said on here, it is the most terrible pain there is. I have lost three dogs, my two GSD's and my first cocker, Jasper, who was only eighteen months. The pain is indescribable, and you never stop missing them - they are with you wherever you go. In time, you will remember her without the tears, but the ache will always be there. You did the very best for your girl, and that is the thought you must keep with you always. No animal can ask for more than an owner who is prepared to put their needs before his/her own.