You will never forget Rosie, taken so soon.
Everybody is different, but when I lose one of my babies, I need to get another one straight away. Eventually the pain fades, but I always remember the one that has gone away.
I pm 'ed you and if you want to have a proper chat, mail me back and I'll let you have my number.
As I said in the PM, I have lost two this year and it has really affected me badly, but I'm getting over it now, helped by my new baby who is now 6 months old