I recently posted about losing my darling Ellie, so suddenly. I just wanted to say thank you so much to everyone who replied to my post. The caring, touching and thoughtful replies from you all, about a little cocker you had never met, just shows what wonderful people there are on this site.
I am so sorry it has taken me so long to thank you all. I have found it very difficult to come onto the site and see all the lovely cockers, I hope you all understand where I am coming from. Since Ellie died, to all those who have gone through what I have gone through, and to all those who's cockers have been poorly, I am so sorry I have not responded to your posts but you have been in my thoughts. I have been lurking on the sidelines, but have not been able to join in.
It still hurts badly and I still miss her so much, and will forever. But however much I want her back, I know I can't have her, and as we have so much love and a wonderful home to offer, it is only fair that another cocker has the wonderful life that Ellie had. So the search is on for a new baby and of course I will let you know when that new baby has been found.
I will admit I am not finding it easy, I am finding that people do not always tell the truth, so will be asking for help when I am not sure about things and I know you will help me.
Thank you again for all the kindness show to me when I lost Ellie. You were all so wonderful.