DeeDee exhausted doesn't cover it to be honest we feel like we could sleep for a month. its certainly a 24/7 worry without even realising it at times. OH went with our friends dog the other day to the vets who had the appointment after us and she seemed shocked that all the staff knew him and didn't even have to check in, followed by the sack full (certainly feel like it at times) of meds, think she's now realised were not making it up when say we can't come out to play as much.
Your all amazing support though. Not so much team Jethro, more Team COL for keeping us going with the uphill battle.