my darling girlie,a whole year gone by without you.oh maise i miss you so much more than people realise.i talk to you a lot and i'm sure you are here with me sometimes.i hope millie is with you i know you will care for her and carry on all the hard work of paddy to help her learn to have fun.
well maise i'm sure you have been falling about laughing at some of paddy's antics.when he was little and really naughty i know you were watching and maybe egging him on.if it wasn't for all the hard work he made i truly think i would have disintergrated with grief.you sent him to me and i thank you.
maisie i have tried and tried to write a poem worthy of you,but i just end up crying as i am crying now trying to write this.so i am sorry but i know time will allow me to write my best poem ever just for you.
my heart is broken darling,never to fully mend until i see you bounding over the fields when god takes me home.wait patiently sweety and one day we will be together again.
be good for your mum.
have fun
xxx
