I too will be thinking of you both tomorrow
Your age need not be a barrier to having a dog in your home.
Lots of rescues are desperate to find homes for elderly dogs who have lost their owners, or have been pushed aside for a younger version (
). These types of dogs are often overlooked by people who want younger dogs. Most rescues offer support and financial help to adopters willing to take on older dogs who may have medical conditions.
Whilst I do understand your reluctance at this moment as you are feeling very emotional, it could be something you may want to consider in the future.
Or maybe foster a dog before a permanent home is offered to it.
Take care of yourself and Patrick tonight