Thanks everyone,
I have been lying in bed with Blue since I got home, couldn't face going to the pics with the kids, so hubby away with them.
I don't feel very well mentally, v.v sad. I can't even put on a brave face lol, mum and dad just popped in to see if I was ok, but I was in tears.
Blue is currently rolling around on her back on the livingroom carpet oblivious lol......
Thanks for helping me through this and understanding. Some people just don't get how much our pets mean to us. x