Thanks again.
He has had the best evening for 48 hours. However, we are desperately trying not to read too much into this as we know he is deteriorating generally.
Sometimes I find myself looking at him & arguing with myself about if it's time? Or is he suffering? This is especially when he's coughing (due to heart mumour), bumping into things and/or losing us due to failing eyesight and senility or having an epileptic seizure. But then you see him out and he is the most energetic of all three, he is the one constantly on the go & this week, he is the one in & out of the sea and exploring
every nook & cranny in Dorset
.
We are so lucky to have had the last 18 months or so with him extra to what we originally thought (& were advised)! Sadly, however, this doesn't help at all because I basically want my little man to live for ever.