Thanks to you everyone for all your kindness, it really helped me through today
I can't tell you what a rollercoaster of emotions I've been through today, but I know that I'm not alone in feeling that way. It was hard for me to allow someone else to take control of the siutation, as my job means I'm in charge, so guess that was one of the reasons why I found it so hard to not be a
Control Freak I will definetly give the vet a big hug tomorrow and say a big thank you to him, he was great, will remember to ask for him or my normal vet next time and not let the stroppy receptionist (who tried to diagnose) dictact who I see next time, it was just unfortunate that I didn't speak to one of the others, who are always really helpful.
Thank you all once again your simply the best