I cannot believe that it is 12 months already since we had to take the hardest decision ever, to help you to the bridge.
I have dreaded Christmas this year, as each day I thought back 12 months to how you were, what happened this day, until the fateful 2nd January 2011 at 1815hrs
You were nearly 15yrs of age, but I wanted you to live to infinity - but it wasn't to be.
You were the most handsome, loyal, funny, gentle, energetic, smelly sock loving boy ever & there will never be another you. However, your brothers are trying hard to match up to you.
I do not have the words I really want but enough to say, we love & miss you every single day.
As time goes by I won't forget,
That you were my beloved pet.
You made me happy when I was sad
And just for that I'm very glad.
God took you to his home in the sky.
I miss you son but please don't cry.
Although my heart is broken in two,
One day I'll come and be with you.
I don't know when, but when I do,
I will come and cuddle you.
I think about you everyday.
My heart will never feel the same way.
Until we meet again some day,
Together forever and never apart,
You'll be forever in my heart.
Always thinking of you, never forgotten,
Our Beautiful Toby
All our love
Mummy, Daddy, Jasper, Dylan, Charlie & Jake - who never met you, but is like you in so many ways
xxxx
