Oh yes, I remember this - I was frequently in tears or near to them when Coco was a pup
I often thought I had made a terrible mistake - it is very hard work and living on my own I had no one to take her off my hands for a moment, I really felt I disliked her at times.
Luckily I am quite pig headed and was never going to give my family the satisfaction of saying I couldn't cope with her so I persevered
Thank doG for COL though - it made me realise Coco was just a typical pup and there was nothing wrong with her. Nor was I doing anything wrong (despite my lack of experience) apart from getting myself stressed and wound up about it.
Just have a stiff drink and a few more biccies - tomorrow is another day - you can start afresh.
Hopefully you get enough good days to compensate for the awful ones - when Coco was in her teenage phase it often didn't seem that way though.
I can honestly say that I love her far more now than I did when she was a pup
- we both took quite some time to get used to each other and to settle into a routine that worked for us. I had to learn her limitations and how far I could trust her and not expect too much too soon. She is still a little sod at times but is generally pretty easy to manage (or maybe she just has me trained now!
)
Stick with it, it
will get better.