I read your post and then I've had to skip the last four pages as I'm in tears here too and can't see too well at the mo.

I am so very sorry Fiona, but what a lucky boy Gari was to have the love of you and your OH. Your final act of kindness means he is now at peace and free of pain, he will be waiting for you at The Bridge to show you how well he is once more.
My sincere sympathies to you both x x