Oh Fiona, I have only just seen this and am so very very sorry, I am crying for you.
It shone through in your posts what a very special boy Gari was and how lucky he was to have yourself and Stuart as his mummy and daddy. He was so very very loved.
All the other cockers at the Bridge will be looking after him now.
The pain is terrible, I know, but you must be proud of yourself that you gave Gari such a wonderful life whilst he was with you. He was blessed to have you as you were to have him.