Thanks to all for kind words, much appreciated.
I went to my first shhot in quite a few years, lots of dogs so felt a bit of a fish out of water, though great company & excellent day, bonus being only 10 mins drive from my home.
Picked up Poppies ashes Sunday in a lovely container and a box with inscription on that brought a lump to my throat.
I think it may be some time before we take on another, perhaps if we move with a bigger garden for kennel etc.