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Title: Ellie is gone :(
Post by: BeckyD on August 21, 2010, 08:49:10 PM
guys my heart is breaking, Ellie was killed on the road on Thursday  :'(

Basically my mum was out walking Ellie and her collie in the forest and Ellie ran to the road and was knocked down, the forest is quite near to a road but not close enough that u wouldnt have noticed her going in that direction, mum wasnt keeping an eye on her and now my beautiful baby is dead, 8 months old and shes gone  :'( i am completely heartbroken and i cant even bear to be near my own mum because of her stupidity, she was walking ahead not keeping an eye on her and i am so angry i cant even put it into words. when i was walking the dogs i was ALWAYS watching them and im so gutted she wasnt doing the same for my baby

just wanted to let you all know, i am devastated, she was such a beautiful animal, a lot had gone wrong in my life and she made me so happy and brought me so much joy and she was cruelly ripped from me, all because of carelessness. i'l always remember the happiness she brought to me, how funny, beautiful and kind she was and i was so lucky to have her in my life, i have a lot to thank her for and i hope she is looking down and knows i miss her and i'l always love her. rest in peace little Ellie xxxxxx
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Post by: elaine.e on August 21, 2010, 08:55:03 PM
I'm so very sorry Becky  :'( :'(

I don't suppose words are much consolation at the moment, so sending you a big hug  :bigarmhug:

Run free little Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: Victoria25 on August 21, 2010, 08:56:46 PM
I am so sorry for your loss. Such a terrible thing to happen.
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Post by: bracken on August 21, 2010, 08:57:30 PM
So very sorry  :'( you must be devasted....I went cold just reading your post  :'(

sweet dreams Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: ejp on August 21, 2010, 08:58:31 PM
That is tragic, I am so very sorry.  I really don't know what to say, it's too awful.
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Post by: Helen on August 21, 2010, 09:01:24 PM
so very sorry  :'( :'(  I don't know what to say either.  Such a tragic accident  :'(

thinking of you :bigarmhug:
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Post by: supergirl on August 21, 2010, 09:01:48 PM
Thats so awful - so very tragic to lose her at such a young age and so suddenly.
Run free little one and big hugs to you at this time.
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Post by: vikki.k on August 21, 2010, 09:01:54 PM
So sorry to read this, run free Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: Jessie_Pup on August 21, 2010, 09:03:35 PM


I am very sorry to hear the dreadful news about Ellie such a beautiful girl.    Run free at the bridge little Ellie.  Thoughts are with you

Erica, Dylan &Jessie
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Post by: JennyBee on August 21, 2010, 09:05:39 PM
Oh no, I really am so very sorry, I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through - she was so very young :'( :'( :'(. Thinking of you, wish there was some way to take away your pain :-* :bigarmhug:

Run free Ellie :'( :luv:
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Post by: Countrygirl on August 21, 2010, 09:06:10 PM
I am so very very sorry.
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Post by: grracee on August 21, 2010, 09:07:47 PM
So so so sorry! :bigarmhug: Thinking of you :-*
Run free Ellie, beautiful girl :luv:
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Post by: jennycockerspaniel on August 21, 2010, 09:08:13 PM
So sorry to hear youve lost your little one and  I am thinking of you at this sad time Run free Ellie .Joan and Pennie
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Post by: MaggieR on August 21, 2010, 09:11:19 PM
Can't begin to imagine how you're feeling - so tragic, she was so young  :'(

Thinking of you  :bigarmhug:

Run free Ellie.
xx
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Post by: Karma on August 21, 2010, 09:11:53 PM
So sorry...  :'(

Run Free Ellie - taken too young, but your memory will live on in those you've left behind.  :luv:

Becky - I can't imagine how you must be feeling... I just can't imagine how I would feel if Honey were taken from us so suddenly... I'm sure your Mum is feeling absolutely terrible at the minute too (though I don't blame you for feeling angry towards her at the minute...)
 :bigarmhug:
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Post by: waggytails on August 21, 2010, 09:18:51 PM
So sorry for your loss, such a terrible thing to happen. :'(

Run Free Little Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: cazza on August 21, 2010, 09:22:46 PM
Awww I am soooo sorry

Please think bout how your mum must be feeling too - I know it will be hard but she must be feeling awful too

Love and hugs to you all x x
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Post by: ElaineH on August 21, 2010, 09:26:20 PM
I'm so very sorry that you've lost Ellie, so young  :'( and such a sad way for your beautiful girl to go. What a dreadful accident  :'( :'(
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Post by: lindseyp on August 21, 2010, 09:28:44 PM
I'm so, so sorry Becky  :'( :'(
 sending you massive :bigarmhug: to help comfort you & let you know, my thoughts are with you.

Please rememeber, we're here if you need us  :-* :-*



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Post by: *Jay* on August 21, 2010, 09:30:05 PM
Oh how awful - I am so, so sorry  :'(

Have lots of fun at the bridge Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: JaneES on August 21, 2010, 09:39:46 PM
So so sorry, thinking of you x
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Post by: tigs71 on August 21, 2010, 09:41:52 PM
So sorry  :'(

Run free Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: jennyspin on August 21, 2010, 09:44:50 PM
So sorry to read this and so young. Big hugs from us here  :luv:
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Post by: Holly Berry on August 21, 2010, 09:45:32 PM
So sorry to hear such devastating news.

Run free little Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: dogsgalore on August 21, 2010, 10:03:16 PM
So sorry, what a tragic accident. Take care, run free little Ellie   :luv:
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Post by: Robbie34 on August 21, 2010, 10:03:34 PM
I am so sorry to hear this.  No words can express my feelings for you at this time, and I know how devasted you are.
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Post by: MUDDYBOOTS on August 21, 2010, 10:04:58 PM
So very very sorry :'( :'(

Run free little Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: suzysu on August 21, 2010, 10:07:41 PM
My heart breaks for you  :'( ...take care of yourself ..your special Ellie will always be in your heart  :luv:   Sweet dreams Ellie xxx
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Post by: mooching on August 21, 2010, 10:16:22 PM
I'm so sorry that you've lost your precious little girl and am thinking of you.
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Post by: Mel on August 21, 2010, 10:24:46 PM
So, so sorry to read your tragic loss Becky. No words can heal your pain.

Run free little Ellie but find a way back to mum please, she misses you xx
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Post by: johndoran on August 21, 2010, 10:29:33 PM
So so sad,run free little Ellie. Please think of your mum,tragic though it is for you she must be devastated  :luv: :luv:
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Post by: SandraD on August 21, 2010, 10:34:42 PM
So very sorry for your loss, so tragic and such a shock for you both.  Take care.
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Post by: aliceandlouis on August 21, 2010, 10:44:52 PM
I am so very, very sorry to hear what has happened and cannot begin to imagine how you are feeling at the moment.  Ellie clearly brought such love and joy into your life and to have lost her at such a young age is unthinkable.
I am sending you hugs in the hope that it somehow helps, but I guess at the moment it is all too raw.
You are in my thoughts.
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Post by: JaspersMum on August 21, 2010, 10:56:18 PM
I am so sorry :bigarmhug: thinking of you  :'(

I know it's hard, but your Mum wouldn't of wanted this to happen and she must be devastated too  :-*
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Post by: suemg on August 21, 2010, 11:04:14 PM
Really sorry, how heartbreaking. Thinking of you xx
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Post by: Geordietyke on August 21, 2010, 11:16:46 PM
Just wanted to add my sympathies to you at this tragic and so sad time :'(  I really can't imagine how you are feeling.  Sending hugs your way :bigarmhug:  Sleep tight little Ellie xx
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Post by: ladylola on August 21, 2010, 11:29:09 PM
 :bigarmhug:  so so sorry  :'(

I really don't know what to say, I'm devastated for you all.

Run free beautiful girl.
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Post by: merlin on August 21, 2010, 11:29:19 PM
So sorry,sleep tight little one.
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Post by: mezzaj on August 21, 2010, 11:31:32 PM
So very sorry that you have lost your beautiful Ellie.  Sending  :bigarmhug: your way.


Run free at the bridge lovely Ellie :luv:
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Post by: Nicola on August 22, 2010, 01:10:16 AM
I'm so, so sorry that you've lost Ellie :'( :'(  I'll be thinking of you :bigarmhug:
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Post by: daydreams on August 22, 2010, 05:10:07 AM
so sorry :'(
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Post by: Saffaroo on August 22, 2010, 06:21:02 AM
So very sorry - thinking of you  :'(
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Post by: Ralu A on August 22, 2010, 08:01:54 AM
I'm so sorry :'( :'( Run free little Ellie. Thinking of you.
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Post by: bella15 on August 22, 2010, 08:07:21 AM
 So sorry  :'( :'(

Run free at the bridge little one
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Post by: cindere528 on August 22, 2010, 08:11:50 AM
I'm so very very sorry  :bigarmhug:  :'(
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Post by: tillydog on August 22, 2010, 08:15:35 AM
So so sorry xx  :bigarmhug:
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Post by: Joules on August 22, 2010, 08:22:59 AM
So sorry - it is heartbreaking when they are taken so young  :'( :'(

Look after yourself  :bigarmhug:

Sleep tight little Ellie  :luv: :luv:
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Post by: Deb H on August 22, 2010, 09:03:23 AM
So very sorry for your loss.
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Post by: LindyLou on August 22, 2010, 09:15:53 AM
Extremely sorry to hear this devastating news!

Run free beautiful Ellie  :luv:

Thinking of you :bigarmhug:
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Post by: SkyeSue on August 22, 2010, 09:39:13 AM
how very sad..I'm so sorry you've lost Ellie, you must be completely devastated. My thoughts are with you
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Post by: AnnieG on August 22, 2010, 09:47:15 AM
Such a terrible, terrible thing to happen.  I am so sad and sorry for you and for poor little Ellie.  :'( :'(
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Post by: pipkoi on August 22, 2010, 09:48:05 AM
I'm so sorry
Run free at the bridge Ellie
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Post by: Scarlett on August 22, 2010, 10:12:21 AM
So sad about this terrible loss....
thinking of you....
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Post by: Rats and Dogs on August 22, 2010, 10:25:22 AM
I am so sorry you have lost little Ellie in such a tragic accident, my heart is breaking for you. I hope you can find it in your heart to speak to your Mum again one day, she didn't mean it to happen and will be devastated too. My thoughts are with you both. X
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Post by: Ninasmum on August 22, 2010, 11:04:04 AM
I am so sorry Becky.  :'( :'(  What a terrible thing to happen  :'( :'(

As Fiona (Rats & Dogs) said please find it in your heart to speak to your mum, although i can understand your anger too atm.  :'(  I am sure your mum must be devastated too.  :'(

My thoughts are with you.  :bigarmhug: :bigarmhug:  Let us all know how you are very soon.  :shades:

Run free little Ellie.  :angel:
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Post by: maddycakes on August 22, 2010, 11:09:12 AM
I'm so sorry for your loss, she was the same age as my ruby and i would be devastated if i lost her, I can imagine the feelings you will have for your mum at the moment but her heart will be breaking to, as she will be full of guilt and pain from this tragic accident and also for the pain that she has caused you.

run free little angel ellie
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Post by: BabyB on August 22, 2010, 11:33:06 AM
So sad, I'm so sorry  :'(
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Post by: luckypenny on August 22, 2010, 11:37:03 AM
Horrendous thing to happen, and to such a litte baby :'( :'(. Thinking of you.
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Post by: Mudmagnets on August 22, 2010, 11:59:37 AM
So sorry to read your sad news.

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Post by: ClareB on August 22, 2010, 12:03:49 PM
So sorry to read about Ellie.   :'( Thinking of you and sending lots of hugs.  :-*
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Post by: BeckyD on August 22, 2010, 12:28:08 PM
Thank you all for the messages, it really means a lot, I was very lucky to have Ellie and ive had so much support the past few days i dunno what i wouldve done without it, its just such a sad end to a lovely little animals life  :'( just trying to get on with things atm and not dwell on it too much but that in itself is very hard
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Post by: leisl on August 22, 2010, 12:59:57 PM
Just caught up with this, I am sorry to hear your news.  Run free little one.
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Post by: Sarah.H on August 22, 2010, 01:01:13 PM
I'm so sorry you've lost your little girl. Will be thinking of you  :-* :-*

Run free Ellie  :luv: :luv:
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Post by: Holly2009 on August 22, 2010, 01:01:53 PM
So so very sorry,  :bigarmhug: my thoughts are with you.
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Post by: zeranum on August 22, 2010, 01:05:11 PM
So sorry to hear the sad news, my hearts goes out to you! Run free Ellie. X
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Post by: Pop-Star on August 22, 2010, 01:22:34 PM
I'm so sorry to hear your sad news  :bigarmhug:
As has been said, your Mum will be heart broken too, for both Ellie and you, and although it will be difficult for you, you may be able to support each other in your grief  :'(
Run free at the bridge Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: Bluebell on August 22, 2010, 01:24:16 PM
So sorry to read your sad news :'(
Run free at the bridge little Ellie :luv:
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Post by: Bev on August 22, 2010, 01:39:35 PM
m heart goes out to you at this sad time,please find it in your heart and speek to your mum,x
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Post by: Mybuddies on August 22, 2010, 01:44:00 PM
Absolutley dreadful news :'( :'(

So sad for your loss of Ellie

Take Care :luv:
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Post by: marbledmolly on August 22, 2010, 01:45:32 PM
Run free Ellie  :'(

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Post by: ollie nathan's mum on August 22, 2010, 02:14:56 PM
So So sorry, my thoughts are with you.
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Post by: Penelope on August 22, 2010, 02:32:45 PM
I am so sorry for your terrible loss.  Run free at the bridge Ellie.
I know you blame your mum, but imagine how awful she must feel too....I am sure she would not have had this happen for the whole world and must be feeling absolutely devastated too - cos you are her child and she knows she has broken your heart....
Lots of love and hugs at this terrible time.
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Post by: minimoo on August 22, 2010, 02:34:53 PM
just seen this post now, im so sorry for your loss  :'( :'(
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Post by: BeckyD on August 22, 2010, 02:42:12 PM
one again thank u all so much, it wil be a while before i can speak to her again, i just have to have a bit of peace now and i dont really want to be near her, i feel terribly let down by what she didnt do and most of all ive lost my best friend :'(
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Post by: stephremon on August 22, 2010, 02:45:59 PM
so sorry to hear your sad news.

*hug*

xxx
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Post by: helen1 on August 22, 2010, 03:14:38 PM
Sorry to hear your sad news,  :luv:
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Post by: fiona2 on August 22, 2010, 03:49:53 PM
so sorry to hear your news
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Post by: Cocoa on August 22, 2010, 04:04:54 PM
So very sorry to hear that you have lost little Ellie  :'(, my thoughts are with you at this unhappy time.  Give yourself some time out and then maybe you can speak to your mum about how you feel later on.  She must be a dog lover too and will be feeling terrible with guilt over the hurt and sadness she has caused you but I can well understand your anger towards her, I would probably feel the same.

Run free beautiful Ellie  :luv:

Jackie X
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Post by: black taz on August 22, 2010, 04:13:35 PM
So sorry to hear about Ellie, you must be devastated.

I know that you must be angry with your mum at the moment, but i cannot begin to think how she must feel about a moment of carelessness - please don't let it drive a wedge between you, I am sure you must need you mum now more than ever/
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Post by: Danni and Freya on August 22, 2010, 04:18:13 PM
So sorry  :'( thinking of you x
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Post by: cdpops on August 22, 2010, 04:20:38 PM
That is tragic, I am very sorry for your loss   :'(, be gentle with yourself  :bigarmhug:
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Post by: Henshallboys on August 22, 2010, 04:34:16 PM

  We are so sorry........run free Ellie  :luv: :luv: :luv: :luv:
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Post by: Emma xx on August 22, 2010, 05:06:54 PM
Oh gosh im so so sorry. Run free beautiful Ellie xxxxx
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Post by: Black Red + Yellow on August 22, 2010, 05:18:14 PM
 :'( :'( :'( :'(

So sorry for your loss..  Run free at the bridge Ellie.
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Post by: honeysmun on August 22, 2010, 05:26:31 PM
If conforting words were a blanket,
I would wrap them around you,
To take away this dreadful pain, :'( :'(
so so sorry thinking of you pet :luv: :luv: :luv: :luv:
 :bigarmhug: :bigarmhug:

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Post by: fizzyntiffy on August 22, 2010, 05:51:29 PM
So sorry you've lost your little one xx

Run free Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: bluegirl on August 22, 2010, 05:57:49 PM
I'm so sorry to hear this, run free little Ellie :'(
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Post by: MegandMolly on August 22, 2010, 06:18:18 PM
So sorry to hear of your loss  :'(
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Post by: Poppypuppy09 on August 22, 2010, 06:51:06 PM
I am so sorry to hear your sad news...run free at the bridge little Ellie  :luv: :luv:
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Post by: Ben's mum on August 22, 2010, 06:53:19 PM
So very sorry, what terrible news  :'(
Sleep tight Ellie  :angel:
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Post by: lisalh on August 22, 2010, 07:49:13 PM
So so sorry to hear your awful news - I only wish there was something I could do to give you some comfort xxxx
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Post by: sueneal5 on August 22, 2010, 08:18:12 PM
Such sad news.  Don't know what to say but am thinking of you xxx
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Post by: cockers rock! on August 22, 2010, 09:17:03 PM
So very, very sorry - its heartbreaking for you

Sleep safe at the bridge beautiful Ellie





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Post by: debsj on August 22, 2010, 09:23:08 PM
I'm so very sorry, you are in my thoughts  :luv:

Sleep tight baby Ellie  :luv:
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Post by: ali carrera on August 22, 2010, 09:34:18 PM
Oh  Becky- I am so sorry  :bigarmhug:

Run free at the bridge little Ellie

So glad that you have lots of support- allow yourself to grieve and hopefully when you are ready you will allow your Mum to try and mend some bridges with you

Thinking of you  :bigarmhug:

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Post by: Lily Freya on August 22, 2010, 09:44:41 PM
Becky I can't even begin to imagine how you are feeling right now, but I just wanted to send you lots of hugs and healing thoughts.

Losing a dog is bad at any time, but I imagine that when it is a tragic accident, you always question.....and ask what could have been done to prevent it. 

Your mum must be feeling absolutely terrible.......I hope you will be able to forgive her some time. xx :luv:
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Post by: pinkcarys on August 22, 2010, 11:37:24 PM
Oh Becky, I'm sorry. It must have been such a shock for all involved. Ellie has been your best friend and I can't imagine how sad you must be feeling now.  :'( :'( :'(

I can understand why you're so upset with your mum. Our parents meant to be the sensible ones looking out for us, so I can see why you're feeling so let down. I agree that it would be a double tragedy if this ruins your relationship, but it sounds like you need to give yourself some space to grieve for sweet Ellie. Perhaps now isn't the right time as your pain is so raw and you might say things you regret later. Concentrate on yourself for a while and take time to think about Ellie and how much she gave you.

Sending you lots of love
xxxx
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Post by: MacTavish Boys on August 23, 2010, 09:55:59 AM
So very sorry Becky to hear such tragic news :'( thinking of you :bigarmhug: :bigarmhug:
Run free at the Bridge Ellie  :luv: :luv: :angel:

Stephanie, George and Hamish xxx
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Post by: Emmylou on August 23, 2010, 10:09:37 AM
so sorry to hear this - it's such a tragic accident, I can't begin to think what you must be going through.

Look after yourself

Emma
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Post by: JeffandAnnie on August 23, 2010, 07:14:01 PM
 :'( nothing I can add to what others have said. I am crying for you inside. 
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Post by: Alfiethecocker on August 23, 2010, 08:57:11 PM
I am so sorry  :'( Thinking of you at this hard time  :bigarmhug:
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Post by: lauraoc1 on August 31, 2010, 10:15:26 PM
oh my goodness, how devastatingly awful for you.....I hope one day the memories will be sunny but the pain minimal. I am now frightened of letting my pup off his lead and am going to get a long lead just incase.