huge hugs from here for you both......safe passage to jasper, may there be plenty of doggie fun for him whilst he is waiting for his mum. Sleep well beautiful boy.
And as for mum...no words will make you feel any better but we all know what you are going through and how hard, oh so hard, it is. ((xx)) Take time to grieve just now. There will come a time when you can look back over the years with a smile and a warm feeling in your heart.
You have my upmost sympathies. :-(