Just wanted to send hugs, I know how hard it is, Ben was a biter and our first pup and I didn't enjoy those first few weeks at all, it took ages to bond with him and I often thought 'what have i done...'
I had the idea pups were snuggly bundles of fluff and it came as a bit of a shock to have this manic, tearaway, biting thing in my house
and he wanted things all the time, like attention, going out for a wee, food and more attention
I just had no idea really what having a dog was going to be like and we didn't even have COL to let me know this was all normal.
To be honest it was a couple of months before I was completely smitten with Ben, but I found a good puppy class, read the Perfect Puppy and drank gallons of whiskey
and got through it and you will too. It suddenly crept up on me how much I adored Ben and it all becomes worthwhile.
I hope you do stick with it - its all worth it in the end and it won't be long before you are on here consoling other people with new pups
COL really helps you to feel you are not on your own with a problem.