I lost my darling Nina on 26th May. Several other sad family matters happened around the same time and it affected me very badly, liviing on my own, and coping with the pandemic as well, I can honestly say since the beginning of the year it has been the worst 7 months of my life. I still shed daily tears for Nina; she was my Velcro dog, always beside me day and night and I still miss her so. My other cocker and Nina were good buddies (of all the pairs of cockers I have had, they got on the best (possibly because female/male, others 2 females) and I know he is missing her too. I have never coped well with the loss of a dog from being a child and it certainly doesn't get any easier. I would dearly love another one but feel my age would be against me at rescue centres (I was 80 at the beginning of June which obviously because something of a non-event). I didn't intend to ramble on like this, meaning only to say I have 26 of the 30 mg vet medication for Cushing's (Vetoryl) if it is of any use to anyone (expiry date 06/2022). Reading through the posts I see I have mentioned it earlier in the year when Nina came off it and went on the natural supplements; forgotten all about that, sorry for lengthy post. x