Oh Nina ,
I'm so sorry, there's not much to say that hasn't already been said.
You saw a puppy, you gave her a home and all the love you could, but sometimes that isn't enough. You made the right decision, the only one in the circumstances.
No one is going to say you didn't try everthing humanly possible to sort her out, but sometimes the cards just dont fall in our favour
Give yourself time to grieve and come to terms with what has happened - treasure the good times you had, i'm sure they were many.
Please feel free to PM me if you want a shoulder to cry on, or someone to shout out!
Take care - hugs to you and yours.
Ali
Maisy - Run free darling girlie, your mum loved you very much and will miss you dreadfully.