Thank you everyone for your wonderful words.
Things have begun to get easier although I still find myself thinking she will be waiting at the door when I get in and waking in time to go for a walk and chase the birdies. I know it will get better but at the moment there is a massive hole. I had some wonderful cuddles at the weekend with some lovely cockers (you know who you are
) and we are going to get another.
Maisy for just six months old but had shown many signs of rage from around 4 months, when it went from puppy behaviour to quite vicious at times. I am looking into the breeder (if you can call her that
) at the moment and I won't rest until I at least get some answers.
Nina
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