Gill, so very sad to hear this news, but we all know you did your very best for this boy and you should be proud that his final few weeks were such happy ones with you. You did what was best for everyone concerned, including Jackson - he is free of his demons now. I hope you can salvage some Christmas spirit, but knowing how much your boys mean to you I know it will be hard. Lots of ((hugs)) to you and your boys.
Sue and Tilly