..........so so sorry to hear of your loss, your poor babies, give them big hugs from us both...my baby is 10 months old too, can't imagine how you are feeling. My sister-in-law had her lab put to sleep last week as she had a tumour, but this must be 20 times worse seeing him run off like that. Sammy did that the other week, he just turned sharp and my OH lost his grip on his lead and he ran over the road to me. We were so lucky nothing was coming along the road. My heart skipped a beat and my legs didn't stop wobbling for ages.
Big hugs go to you and your family...x x x