I posted a week or two ago asking for help in finding an orange roan bitch puppy. Well I have found her - she is a Manchela pup from Somerset and I shall be picking her up in a fortnight when she will be just over 8 weeks old. Thank you to everyone who gave me suggestions & support.
I am now really nervous. It's just like the feeling I had when I was in hospital just having given birth to my eldest son. What on earth am I doing? Who told you you could deal with all this? What if I'm a hopeless mother? What if I can't cope?

Someone please tell me this is normal. I have done this before (and actually found the puppy stage plain sailing) so why the cold feet?
But I'm also really excited. Have already bought a couple of toys and have been writing lists of names. Feel like I'm ready to burst!