Poppy is doing really well at the moment,,,,She is putting weight on, is happy and energetic and is enjoying life

She still has a slight cough, but copes well.
I'm trying so hard not to get attached but she is such a poppet it is difficult.
She doesn't know she is ill, or that she is going to lose her life to her illness. That makes me feel better.
I really try not to think about the person that bred her without any health checks on the parents, I try not to think about her owner who knew she was ill and did nothing, who let her sit a corner shaking with illness, and who said she didn't want her back when she was diagnosed as terminally ill. I try not to think about her body getting more and more poisoned every day. And I try not to think about what I will need to do for her when her little body can't cope anymore.
When she arrived I was so full of hope for a bright future. She was going to have her op and go off to a lovely forever home,,,
Poppy is now my dog in my heart. I love her as I do my own and I know she will now break all our hearts. But, I know she is very happy and is knowing love and cuddles for the first time in her short life, and that gives me great consolation,,,,,,It's weird, but I haven't cried for her because I know she feels well right now and will not be allowed to suffer,,,
